December 2011
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Thanks everyone
I am surprised I have any followers at all. I have been MIA for like…. 3 weeks. And during this time I have been eating what ever the fuck I want and feeling gross. My life = failure… anyway, I have come really far, but prob gained like 8 pounds these 3 weeks. I started taking this diet pill the other day and it really works. I am not hungry ever… i have to remind myself to eat...
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Tired of doubting myself
I need to be perfect…
So freaking hungry
It is 12:44 at night. All I have eaten today was a banana and yogurt at 6am.
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Ok! So I go home in 4 days.
I really want to hit a number ending in 0… not the weird middle section. (slight OCD) So in order to do that I have to loose 8 pounds. Goal for today: Eat as much protein as possible while keeping carbs under 15g. Also, no more then 300 calories. I just ate a shit ton of crab. It was beautiful. So full. Calories 130, protein 11g, carbs, 10. I will continue the day with lots...
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Think I can loose 8 pounds in 4 days?
Anyone ever done it before? If yes, advice would be wonderful! I have lost 2 pounds in 1 day before. But not consecutively. Good exercises, what to eat? etc. :)
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My home-stay mom just shoved food in my face.
She made a bowl and said here. I said I wasn’t hungry. She said it isn’t for hungry its for yummy. … Really? I had eaten nothing all day but an apple. Ugh. Now I won’t loose weight tomorrow morning.
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I need to put a tattoo on my hand saying, “Remember what you want. Is this it?” So that when I go to reach for a cookie I will see that and stop.
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Just did p90x cardio! I feel so much better! Going to do more workouts later :)
I am such a fucking fail.
I just ate 6 cookies. I chugged a bunch of water and then weighed myself. I was 4 pounds heavier. This is not happening. I am going to workout and burn off 800 calories and then not eat for the rest of the day. Why can’t I eat like a fucking normal person?
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Amazing workouts that you can just do whenever you... →
Just binged... after doing so well.
But I threw it up. Then took a bunch of laxatives. Now I am going to work out. This will not ruin my progress dammit! Must be skinnier for when I go home
yay for loosing weight
1 pound gone since yesterday, woot woot